Good to know

That she does read this. I'm not posting much, but it gives me something to work with.

Getting it together

Managed to talk to the Mrs. and her counselor this past holiday and walked away feeling pretty good. She even kissed me on the cheek.

Then she just blew me off on the phone.

I could cry.

I'm not asking for her to change her mind about everything overnight, but a little stability would be nice.

Part of my recovery

I'm returning to the LDS church. I'm not sure to what capacity I'm returning, but I am.

I was reminded that I haven't extracted myself from the Mormon church fully, and that I had refrained from doing so.

This is true, even though I knew that there was more to it than I had done. I hope to extract more of what my wife's ideal husband is from her religious views.

Might do.