Charles works gain acceptance and maybe understand himself better in a new context.
01.11.2007
Today...
I'm absolutely terrified of losing my wife. I know I've been closer than this recently, and we've made some good progress, but there's this gut-wrenching feeling that my world is going to be torn apart any second now.
Why are there still components of the addiction on your sidebar? Mild yes, but not gone. You can't completely turn to her if you are still holding on to that- even in it's smallest form. You can't have a happy medium of both.
You know I love you. I swear I'm not trying to be mean. I just really want this to be real for her sake, and yours. And mine. I couldn't bear it if there was something more you aren't telling her. But your fear suggests, there is. Deep in there, there is something you haven't shared, something you are afraid to share or even to really recognize and acknowledge. you may be only vaguely aware of a presence that is shielding even you from the brunt of the emotion that has you so afraid.You seem to have an awareness of it or you wouldn't have the fear you speak of.
Sit down with an empty journal, and give it voice. I'd do this with a counselor. these memories can be especially powerful and you will need help dealing with it in the immediate.
Yes, I think it's a repressed memory. But what do I know? Maybe it's nothing. I hope it is nothing, but I can't shake the feeling Perky. This just feels like ground I've seen before. And I'm scared for you.
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Why are there still components of the addiction on your sidebar? Mild yes, but not gone. You can't completely turn to her if you are still holding on to that- even in it's smallest form. You can't have a happy medium of both.
You know I love you. I swear I'm not trying to be mean. I just really want this to be real for her sake, and yours. And mine. I couldn't bear it if there was something more you aren't telling her. But your fear suggests, there is. Deep in there, there is something you haven't shared, something you are afraid to share or even to really recognize and acknowledge. you may be only vaguely aware of a presence that is shielding even you from the brunt of the emotion that has you so afraid.You seem to have an awareness of it or you wouldn't have the fear you speak of.
Sit down with an empty journal, and give it voice. I'd do this with a counselor. these memories can be especially powerful and you will need help dealing with it in the immediate.
Yes, I think it's a repressed memory. But what do I know? Maybe it's nothing. I hope it is nothing, but I can't shake the feeling Perky. This just feels like ground I've seen before. And I'm scared for you.
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