She's right, of course. I've been an ass.
This isn't who I was, this isn't who I want to be. If there is any hope... any hope. I'll take it.
I've been blinded to the beauty and wonder that was trying to wake me back up. I've been stupid and...
I can fix me... I know I can do that much. I can do more.
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Cheez, kiddo. You remember when she started talking about divorce back in, what, August?
I think she's just looking for reasons.
If you're really serious and want your life back with her, I absolutely believe there is hope. Will is be easy? Not by a long shot. Is it possible? Yes, with every effort you can make and some you don't think you can but must. Pray. And work. And maybe, just maybe, the sorrow you've brought won't extinguish your family.
Anonym- Back the hell off. You have no idea what you're messing with. This is true love and it sure as hell doesn't go down without a fight.
Anonymous coward: I never did. I was getting pressure from "friends" who thought he was treating me like dirt and wanted me to leave him. And I said no, I love him.
Oh, and happening to find evidence is not the same as looking for reasons. Adultery is cause for divorce in every state and country in the world. I was looking for reasons to believe him.
Keep looking sweetheart. I'll do everything in my power to make you proud again. I know it will take work, a lot of work, but I also know what I've lost.
Any price is worth it.
Anonym: Jack@ss.
I hope you are being honest with yourself, your wife and the Lord. I hope you can get better. I know that repentance is possible. But be warned that if you hurt my sister or your boys again by lying about your desires to be good, I will NOT be happy. Having said that, my famil and I loved you before you wanted to be a member and we still love you, I love the way you USED to treat my sister and I know the Lord loves you. Just be sincere. Whatever you choose, just be real. Be honest.
I went for several years being good. I feel that my recent behavior is both an abberation and abhorrent. I wish that I could undo it, but I cannot. I have every desire to be the man that my wife deserves, and what she saw this summer was definitely not that.
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