Life

So, where am I?

Counseling. It goes well, I think, but I'm not talking about it outside of counseling, for reasons that are really only clear inside of counseling.

Living arrangements. Me and the oldest have got an apartment. He tried to run away recently and got scared, which triggered an avalanche of "help this poor family."

Communication. The only people I expect to read this blog are people that aren't interested in what I have to say. I'm just an appendage to someone they actually care about. At this point, I'm more like cancer.

Schoolwork. Not going the way I'd like, but it's recently gone in a direction that makes me giggle. >see "counseling"<

Family. I haven't seen my younger boys in far too long, and the pain is excruciating.

Bills/finances. My university is recommending that I declare bankruptcy and abandon ship. I'm not real anxious to do that, but we're pretty much *(&^'d. I can keep my head above water if it weren't for older bills that are dragging us down.

This blog is probably going to be a b!tchfest for a bit, and pretty irregular. I had intended on completely shutting it down, but I haven't.

Maybe it's because I believe that one person reads it that I care about.