You know what I want?

I spend much of my time trying to understand her point of view, to see myself as a villain.

I want her to flip that around. Maybe asking to see me as a hero is a bit much, but maybe just a human being. Not even a particularly bad human, just one that disagrees with her on a few philosophical points that we could discuss and iron out.

I doubt it'll happen. Hell, the woman scares me to the point where coherent thought isn't really going to happen, and I've NEVER won an argument with her. Even when I'm right and all I can do is shake my head when bad s#!+ starts happening.

We purchased a $3000 piano while our bills stacked up. That wasn't for me, folks.